this is called dying ground
i.
the body is an officer of death
this daughter, ill-omened
the art of war
is an art of
(silence)
mouths unmade for sweetness
and bitter words best swallowed
there is no beautiful language
we wage untitled wars
ii.
i am a creature of folklore
neither filial nor daughter
a daughter-shaped boy
empress-born
and dragon-bodied
a dragon-shaped spearhead
lovely,
(like sin)
iii.
tell me how to love
without surrender
tell me how to love
these bloodred scales
and speak your wounds—
fucking kiss them
life is just
different hurts
one
after
another,
the dragon, teeth to tail, and
i am not a girl!
i scream and
you eye me (hungry) all the while