Manifesting Narcissus
—After Borges and Shakespeare
I watered my own soul but I
Watered yours too because who
Doesn’t want more pale amber
Bursting and seeping but the August
Rain soaked us both saturated our
Xylems we were ripe enough to eat fleshy
Fleeting beauty and vases full with
Every goodbye I lean
Into that magnetic winter wind gentle
As your fingers when brushing away
My curled hair my shriveled petals splayed
I never thought we would need
To declare what love our
Love looked like I am
Photosynthesizing in the early
Spring heat stomata agape extending
Into your nooks melting into your roots I
Settle in find your grooves mark
My spot on your neurons your
Pulsing gray matter I am
Sitting steely faced on
Your bed you droop like thirsty shoots I
Let tears dance down my
Cheeks they work through
The air the way my words
Won’t the way we liked to and
Instead I shake with reproach-dipped
Moonlight eyes I miss
The sun like barely hatched
Bluebirds futures have a way of falling
Down mid flight that is
It that is our proclamation
All our absorbance all those
Studies all our meticulous
Scrawls about nodes phloem
Respiration oxygen put to an attempt at use.